fromtheinside

i am no longer the person i used to be.
i dunno. currently have troubles dealing with my current self these days. i’m more impatient, hot-headed, extremely lazier than usual, amazingly unproductive, easily swayed by negative emotions, easily aggravated by oh-so-depressing circumstances and very very V-E-R-Y conceited.

hmmmm. i wonder how long i am gonna last like this. i wanna become and do all the opposites of what i am right now. alas! i just dunno how and when and where to start. -_-) sometimes i think i just don’t know myself very well and that i need some time to assess and evaluate my current self. see that?

i dont wanna think of people who are in a far more tight position than mine, because firstly we are different people and we have nothing to do with each other. secondly because they are they and i am me, and that one mind-boggling issue is enough for me to handle, so i wont even bother bothering myself with others’ burden. thirdly, the world is big. there are more than 7 billion others who might be thinking of them right now. well, i just made a paragraph about them, so i guess i just gave one big effin damn.

aaah. im sulking. >.<